You are in an elevator, in a vulnerable state
Hear the thrumming cables
as loops reverberate
Ponder strength of pulleys
Question friction of the brake
Your hand holds tight the rail
and you do not shift your weight
The multitude of yous in dusty mirrored walls
attend your whispered fears,
but reflections hear no calls
Fear of heights is heightened
when swift elevator stalls
Lights above flinch-flicker
Something in your stomach crawls
Attention jumps to corner
There’s a stranger standing there
No, it’s only a reflection
of your sudden panicked stare
You note there is no phone
just two wires hanging bare
Likely vandalized by teen
who owns cellphone thin as air
One side of you stays calm,
while the other button punches
You want a quick solution
to the way stomach crunches,
rollercoasts, double-twists,
‘til tightened gut bunches
You turn to mirror for assurance
but all you have is life insurance
Before death can overtake
you hear a motor re-engaged
You watch relief return to mirror,
and witness all the weeks you’ve aged
Though unaware, you mutter prayers
( for the soul responds when paged )
You thank your God and touch your heart,
His muscle, in you, caged
c) C. Butler 2004